Last night was a very great night. Me and my girlfriends were supposed to go out to the Belmont, but the line up was too long and Valerie, my ex-girlfriend, only had a Student Card, which they don't accept. How ridiculous. So instead we went in the Gay Village! What a good time. We drank like fucking alcoholics, it wa so much fun. I've never seen so many lesbians and dragqueens in the same place of my life. At about 2 am, when we are all tired enough to go home, we took a cab to get back at the house. Funny ride. Have you ever been drunk in a car? It's fucked up. You get the feelin you are going so fast and that like, you're invincible. Which is exactly the reason why we take a cab to get home, otherwise I would have killed us for tinking I am invincible. Lol. So yeah, it cost us fucking 30$ of cab. It's so expensive. They think we shit money or what? Anyways. We got home and went out for a cigarette, Val and I couldn't stop touching each other ahah. Oh God. We both like to cuddle when we're drunk, and I guess we were both craving for each others. I know I was.. We went to bed at about 3 am, and spooned all night. When we woke up later that they, we were both hangover and we started talking about life in shit. It was the first time ever we really had a conversation. Val and I never took the time to be friends. I told her I think we missed out on each others cause of that, that we would had been great together. Now my friends are asking me if I want to get back with her. What can I say? Yes? You know, I'm human too. I am scared of gettin my heart broken, just like everybody. I don't want to think we will start going out together again, but I am not sayin I dont want to. Okay enough. Good evening everyone
My life is plain boring. I do what I always do. They say what they always say. I put myself in akward situations, like every fucking day. I am very fucking sick of having to deal with all of your fucking comments. Why do I bother. Why do I even bother.. tell me, tell me! I want to get the fuck out of here right now. I want to light myself a spliff and smoke it until all my worries are forgotten. I don't like to deal with problems. I need to be conforted. I need a big hug.